My Journey
My Journey to This Work
This path unfolded over years of change, growth, and reinvention. Raising six children across two marriages has shaped how I understand love, resilience, and the many ways we evolve through life’s seasons. Each chapter brought its own lessons in letting go, listening deeply, and finding meaning in uncertainty.
During one of those turning points, I made a quiet promise to myself: I will do whatever it takes to heal. That vow became my compass, guiding me toward practices that opened both my mind and heart—breathwork, mindfulness, somatic awareness, and eventually, psilocybin. Each offered its own language of transformation, helping me turn pain into perspective and awareness into action.
What began as a personal search for steadiness grew into a calling to support others. Today, as a licensed psilocybin facilitator in Oregon, I bring together curiosity, neuroscience, and grounded presence to help people reconnect with themselves and what matters most.
Attitude Lane was born from that journey—a space rooted in honesty, courage, and care. Here, insight meets integration, and healing becomes a living practice.
What Healing Has Taught Me
Psilocybin taught me that healing is not about fixing what is broken. It is about remembering what has always been whole. This medicine helped me soften old patterns of control, deepen my capacity to trust life, and feel gratitude even in the midst of grief. It reminded me that healing is both mysterious and practical. It lives in breath, in presence, and in community.
Grief, for me, came in layers. Awakening came in waves. Some moments brought pain, others brought clarity. But the thread that wove through it all was awareness — because without awareness, no real change is possible.
How This Work Changed Me
Plant medicine helped me see that true healing is not a destination. It is a process of growth, integration, and remembering who we are at the deepest level. It supported me through grief, identity shifts, spiritual questioning, and personal transformation. It gave me back a sense of direction, and a quiet trust in the path I was walking.
As my own healing deepened, I began to walk beside others. At first it was informal — family, friends, community members. But I felt a growing responsibility to hold that space with integrity. When I saw how profoundly this work could change the lives of people I cared for, I knew I was being called to step fully into the role of guide.
The Path to Becoming a Guide
I completed Oregon’s rigorous psilocybin facilitator training, where we studied neuroscience, trauma-informed care, ethics, cultural sensitivity, and hands-on practice. My background also includes leading breathwork sessions, co-facilitating personal growth retreats, and guiding couples through the sacred process of writing their vows.
My most enduring teachers have been the experiences life gave me. Raising a blended family of six. Walking through loss. Continuing to meet my own edges with curiosity and grace.
How I Hold Space
My style is both grounded and practical. Before the journey itself, I help clients begin softening old patterns and opening new neural pathways. That way, by the time they sit with the medicine, they are already in motion. I bring tools from teachers like David Hawkins and Byron Katie, blending timeless wisdom with modern insight.
This work is never about me. My role is to support you in remembering your own agency — the part of you that already knows how to heal.
What Sacred Space Means to Me
To me, sacred space is not defined by what is in the room — it is defined by what is allowed. Honesty. Courage. Vulnerability. I create and protect that space by staying grounded, clear, and trustworthy. When those qualities are present, people can let go. They can meet themselves fully.
The Heart Behind the Name Attitude Lane
Attitude Lane came to me as a quiet nod to my family. We’ve always had small touchstones that help us navigate life — like the “deal with it rock,” a boulder we visit when we need to reconnect to peace or clarity. Attitude Lane holds that same spirit. It is both a philosophy and a personal reminder: how we meet life shapes what life becomes.
If You're Feeling Curious or Unsure
You don’t need to know exactly what is going to happen. You don’t need to have it all figured out.
All you need is the willingness to show up and trust what unfolds.
I will be there with you — steady, grounded, and by your side.
You are safe.
And your process belongs to you.
Not Sure Where to Start?
That is completely okay. Many people begin with curiosity and a sense that something needs to shift — even if they are not yet sure what that is.
You are invited to take the first step that feels right for you.
Let’s explore what this work could look like for you.